About 4 weeks ago, I had the blessing to be baptized and share my testimony about how the Lord has worked in my heart. My father-in-law, who baptized me, introduced me as Naomi Girard! :) Here is my testimony for anyone who wasn't able to be there:
Good morning! My name is Naomi Hamline. I have the great privilege this morning to boast in my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and the work He has done in my heart. I grew up here in this church and in a home that taught me that the Bible is true and that Jesus died for my sins. I prayed with my mom at a young age to accept Jesus into my heart and was shortly after baptized. While I believe the Lord was working in my life, I do not think I understood what salvation meant. I was a good kid who knew all the Sunday school answers and was outwardly obedient to gain the approval of my parents. In junior high, I again had what I thought at the time was a conversion experience and started spending time reading the Bible on my own. However, there was not a true heart change or sorrow over my sin. I did not have assurance and found myself praying often that God would save me. Looking back, this was not salvation, but the Lord was clearly working in my heart as I started reading the Word consistently. Because my sin up to that point from my perspective was internal and hardly ever affected the people around me, I deceived myself into thinking that I was a good person who was right with God. I participated in events at church, going on mission trips and service projects. There was an appearance of godliness but my heart was not right with God. I entered my college years and in 2003 found myself in a situation where I made sinful decisions that hurt my family and friends. I was living for myself and did not care who I hurt in the process. That which was in my heart was coming out in my actions. I was lovingly confronted by two of the pastors here at the church and left that meeting completely and totally humiliated and humbled. But the Lord used this for my good! He opened my eyes to see my sin for what it was -disobedience against God. My appearance of godliness was really filthy rags in God’s sight. I found myself on my knees weeping over my sin. How could God ever love me or forgive my sins? It was here that God used all those years of teaching in church and reading the Bible to open my eyes to the truth. Jesus Christ had died in my place, for my sins! And because of this, God was offering me forgiveness and eternal life. What a sweet relief to know that my sins were forgiven, that God did love me and that it was not dependent on anything I had done or ever would do. Titus 3:3-7 “For we also once were foolish ourselves, disobedient, deceived, enslaved to various lusts and pleasures, spending our life in malice and envy, hateful, hating one another. But when the kindness of God our Savior and His love for mankind appeared, He saved us, not on the basis of deeds which we have done in righteousness, but according to His mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewing by the Holy Spirit, whom He poured out upon us richly through Jesus Christ our Savior, so that being justified by His grace we would be made heirs according to the hope of eternal life.” Since that day so many years ago, I have seen great growth in godliness through my relationship with Christ. I am still a sinner, but I’ve been saved by grace! Because I twice thought I was saved before truly coming to know the Lord, I have struggled greatly with assurance, often doubting that I really believed. This has led me to put off getting baptized. But the Holy Spirit has worked to convict my heart that I need to obey and to show me that my heart has truly changed. Today I know that Christ lives in me and I stand before you in obedience to God’s Word to be baptized and proclaim Him as my Savior and Lord.